I contacted my new high school a few days ago. I had
hoped a bigger high school would mean more devices available for students, more
computer labs, maybe a close team of English teachers, deep into innovative
teaching.
Sadly, this isn’t the case. There is only one computer
lab for 1,500 students, which means that because of the “STMG” (marketing
studies) and Maths or Physics classes, I won’t be able to access it on a
regular basis, let alone book it for a number of classes in a row. So much for
my hopes of 21st-century-teaching, Internet research, or PBL
projects using Internet resources.
What’s more, not all language classes are equipped
with a computer and or an overhead projector, so it may become difficult to
grant access to authentic language and video.
I was crushed at first. I shouldn’t have put my hopes
up so much. Since I was supposed to be getting more freedom – I am now a fully
certified teacher after my first year under regular supervision – I was really
looking forward to experimenting with teaching methods.
On the other hand, I’ve been taking a MOOC class, “5
habits of the highly creative teacher” (Canvas Network). I haven’t finished it
yet but it has put me back on track, and I am gradually tuning in with my own
creativity and finding ways of expressing it. I used to write a lot – I had
started a novel, but I also wrote poetry – I did lots of small arty things, I
know how to sew, knit, cross-stich too. I had no time for that during my
studies, but doing these things again and looking for inspiration is really
liberating for me.
I think the kind of challenge ahead of me is a
creative one. I will be out of my comfort zone, trying to make do with what I
have – my own personal computer and speakers; an English book; photocopies… But
it turns out I kind of like the idea.
I have to completely start over (most of
the lessons I had ready from this year cannot be carried out without regular
access to a computer lab). Starting over means new themes, new outlooks, and
new methods too. I thoroughly enjoy being able to express and channel my
creativity through my teaching.
This summer is going to be one of great change.
